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1.
I was fathered by a foolish man Who feared the blood left on his hands So he drank himself to sleep at night With memories of firefights Echo endless dreams of these Friends that haunt him in his dreams And military men are strong But they never seem to last too long And codeine dreams induce the sleep That bring him to an ocean deep Where fire doesn’t burn at all And all the death can be forgot And this broken man, he had two sons Of which I am the younger one And I spent my years believing he would come on back to talk to me But he died alone one night In the San Francisco light And when I grew to be fifteen I found out where my dad had been And so I tried to seek him out But god I know I had my doubts I didn’t know what I should say But I went to meet him anyway And something just felt good to know He cared enough to even show And seventeen’s that lonely age My drunken father passed away So to have his dreams of death And I’m still trying to catch my breath And this broken man, he had two sons Of which I am the younger one And I spent my years believing he Would come on back to talk to me But he died alone one night In the San Francisco light
2.
Spaceman 05:41
Taking control of me They are surrounding They are around me Hoping I can strike gold Stop my worry I am learning He’s not the only one who’s dying (In and out) He’s not the only one alone He’s not the only one who’s dying (In and out) He’s not the only one alone Crumble will in time Give me freedom Give me something Turn in late again I am slipping Falling, failing I need some room to breath (In and out) I need some room to breath (In and out) One thing that makes me at ease Warm and burning We are learning Do what I need to do Find your freedom In the city I need some room to breath (In and out) I need some room to breath (In and out) Give me your comforting hand Stop my shaking Stop my taking I need to stand on my own No more leaning Find some meaning I need some room to breath (In and out) I need some room to breath (In and out)
3.
Please, take this load off of me That’s not how I should be Light and color symphony Taking hold of you and me Don’t you leave me (Don’t you leave me) Don’t you leave me (Don’t you leave) Don’t you leave me Don’t you leave me Don’t you Yes, you have been born again In the place you left a friend Now that you’ve come to the end There’s no one else to offend Don’t you leave me (Don’t you leave me) Don’t you leave me Don’t Don’t you leave me Don’t you need me Don’t you
4.
Adam, Sleep 02:45
Lie, Adam, lie, Lie to your friends Don’t let us in Wounds that never mend You are sinking You are sinking Kill, Adam, Kill Kill away the pain With alcohol and pills Nothing’s quite the same You are sinking You are sinking Fight, Adam, fight Fight away the tears Bury them inside Lock away the fear You are sinking You are sinking Sleep, Adam, sleep Close your tired eyes Pain will disappear Peace will come in time You are sinking You are sinking You are dying
5.
Quiet 03:18
Home, where I’m from see them come Sweat on my skin it begins Oh, my love my face is raw I can’t be in this cold, cold wind Relax your mouth speak without hold deep your thoughts what you’re taught Oh, my love my face is raw I can’t be in this cold, cold wind Tell me I’m wrong Please, be strong Hold up your fist Just like this Oh, my love My face is raw I can’t be in this Cold, cold wind Cold, cold wind Cold, cold wind Cold, cold wind Cold, cold wind Cold, cold wind
6.
Flower 02:14
So you thought that you’d let him go Without ever saying no Now you don’t know who wears the crown And you don’t know what made that sound Oh, no So you’re painting your eyelids black And you make sure you can’t look back Never asking what they like to do Or what they will do to you Oh, no Find a place you can rest your head Get you off to your mother’s bed If the sky is rotting much too fast Find a way to make the flowers last Oh no Give me what you needed, dear Find out what gives you so much fear Fall down for something wonderful Give in to something beautiful like love
7.
Overgrown 03:36
I met a man with nothing left Inside his breath but thoughts of Death And in his chest, a gaping hole left Open He screamed to me, his eyes were Wide “You’ve got to live before you die, I’m old and I have wasted all my Time And I’m left hoping That if I’m buried deeply in the Earth, I’ll have the chance to be The seed that I was once before Conception And let the rain come find me there And rot away my earthly cares And all my flesh will once again be broken And open to reincarnation” And so he died one quiet night His body could no longer fight The burden that his money had Put on him And this man he would have died alone Inside his big and empty home With none to love and no one to Console him I met a girl who loved too much Her body now required a crutch To prop her fragile frame up while She’s standing And she stumbles blindly in a Room Packed full of bodies, like a tomb They didn’t seem to care that she Was moving And trying to get to the doorway And when she fell an broke her Neck They all turned back and watched Her stir Until her body slowly stopped it’s Moving And apathy grew steadily And no one in the room could see A reason to get up and try to help Her And I will turn my thoughts to You My body knows not what to do I want to feel the earth and trees And winter We moved away from what we know And grow until our guts explode And die because there’s too much food left over And so I need to pack my things The sting of leaving what I’ve Learned is painful But I was wiser as a child I’ll search knowing nothing else But how to live and love the Wealth Of resource that this world has Provided And when I leave the city lights And find myself beside a lake I’ll take my clothes and burn them In a pile And all the while I’ll sing and Scream And dream of how I’d like to be And ask the lake if she’ll let me Surrender I never meant to offend her
8.
Sleep 03:30
Hometowns are old now And seem tired of being around My old house is gone Taken down by some rich clown So I’m looking for your face But I can’t stay on my feet And I can’t find anyplace to be And I’m trying to get some sleep Sleep Sleep Sleep Sleep Sleepless and broke down My bars have all shut down Replaced with some new crowd Who'll search for what’s gone Now And I’m falling out of touch And I’m slipping from my friends And I can’t find anything to eat And I’m trying to get some sleep Sleep Sleep Sleep Sleep
9.
Monday, Late 04:04
4:18 in the morning And I am still mourning Take this weight off my arms Tell me to set down my arms Why did you have to Leave me anyway? Why did you promise That you’d Always stay? On my back, I will lie When to my face, you lie In my eyes you were fine In your eyes I am mine Those red eyes always Gave your heart away You loved me even When you went away I was blind when you left I did not know right from left When you died in a daze I do not know days I found a reason to Go home today I don’t think I can Find another way
10.
Okay 05:54
Take off my dress I am a mess Tired and high Closing my eyes To my freedom To my freedom To my freedom To my freedom I am a woman Independent Drug binging weekend When will it end With my freedom With my freedom With my freedom With my freedom Smile for a photo Moving me so slow Dancing in rhythm Try to attract them With my freedom With my freedom With my freedom With my freedom Dead in a bedroom Can’t seem to move you Breathing but empty You left without me For my freedom For my freedom For my freedom For my freedom When I was just a boy I fell into a riverbed My brother grabbed Me by the hand And pulled me till I Came ashore And then the years Were moving by so fast I couldn’t breathe, my eyes Were glazed with all The things I’d seen That haunted me And followed me Where do you come from? What do you see? How can I tell you You’re all that I need? Winters are long where the north meets the sea But I don’t need sunlight, you’re all that I see

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Starting this project feels good. Sitting on all these songs for so long has made it difficult to begin anything new. Revisiting old lyrics conjures old feelings and memories, some fantastic, some difficult. With the beginning of this project, I feel a great sense of release, and a forward momentum I hope I can continue.

This is January, the first window into the last eight years of my life. I hope you get something from it.

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released January 26, 2018

Words and Music by Quinn Henry Mulligan
Produced by Finley Mulligan and Quinn Henry Mulligan
Mastered by Gus Elg at Sky Onion Mastering

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Quinn Henry Mulligan Portland, Oregon

QUINN HENRY MULLIGAN is a Portland-area solo artist with deep roots in contemporary folk, classic rock and roll and indie pop.  

Quinn is currently embarking on an ambitious mission he’s calling "GET THEM OFF MY CHEST.”  He will 12 albums in 12 months; the first of these albums, JANUARY is set to release January 1st and will kick off a year of discovery, passion, and inspiration.
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